I’ve had this post written for months, but was not sure if I would ever publish it. It’s hard for me to think back to the person I was at age 20. I was newly married, had moved across the country to a city where I knew no one and all of a sudden had a lot of growing up to do. I had a ton of anxiety and I would say looking back, it was the first time I suffered from seasonal depression. I was lonely and unsure of what the future held…